Captain or Crew?

Life keeps coming I greet it and smile Yet each moment, all the while Divving my finite time Unorganized and unaware I'm tied to my commitments Passenger staus replaces commander I'm now captained by my life Time set aside with friends To pull my thoughts, to meditate Refreshes and brings a light, A semblance of ownership again Goals are important once more Attention daily spent on realignment While many things fall Many things begin to fly Orchestrating my destiny Falling on my knees Keenly aware that I am no my own Enlightened from above